Day 4

Your daddy and I stayed up late talking about you last night. We talked about how you really showed us to be parents. You changed our parenting style from maybe more strict and rigid, to more laid back and loving. I find so much comfort in having no regrets with our time. If the dishes needed to be done, but you wanted to be held.... the dishes waited. When I was vacuuming, I was usually holding you at the same time. I didn't move you to your room. I treasure the fact that you slept in our room every single night you were with us. I was always happy to wake up and nurse you in the middle of the night. I enjoyed it so much. My heart is so broken and misses you so much more than I could say. Today we are going boating then going to try to go to Erika's wedding. We wish more than anything you were coming wih us. I love you my little girl.